It is a sad fact that luck does exist in our world. Some people are luckier than others - some people are naturally better at things than others - some people are given more opportunities. They have innate abilities and genetic prepositions. But I genuinely believe that each of us hold an aspect of luck within us, there is just something that we each have worth living for. Unfortunately, some are deemed ’societally luckier' than others. However, something in each of us is special, and we can be optimistic in saying that our luck will grow - it’s coming. Just you wait. Never give up, because what is more progressive and rewarding than human agency? So, love something enough and results will show. It will be your time soon.
And you know, things get better (whether you think they do or not). But even after everything, you really only have yourself. Nevertheless, that's enough, having your sense of self.